This thread concerning Keith's fingers and arthritis or whatever...
comes as an extension on a current thread leading with a really great pic of keith in full character make-up on the film set...
i noticed his fingers and was alarmed and commented...then an exchange developed a little and i didn't think it fair netiquette to hijack that most excellent pic and talk in that thread: sooo...it went like this...
(this post is a bit long, i apologize, but each graph should go quickly and simply, hopefully; ty in advance for reading...
His Majesty Wrote:
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> Here's a pic of his hands on a rather famous
> guitar...
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> guitars/fender_teles/2005micawber.jpg
oh man, i captured that to my pic file, rotated it so it was horizontal, then zoomed in on his left hand...ohmygod HM, i wish i had never seen that...whew!! that's tuff stuff...seems mostly to that index finger, but jeesh, still...holy moly.
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12 midnight pst. as monday turns to tues. may 8th.
i went back to that pic HM posted of keith fingering a common chord on micawber.
it's pretty good resolution (HIS is, i''m not sure about the resolution on my copy posted pictorially here,) so after rotating i could zoom up bigger than life-size scale, put my own fingers up, and get it close to what i would imagine was life-size...(keith's hands are probably smaller than mine) but i had an excellent close up view and it literally made me sick and scared...seriously...
it's like traumatizing...u can make fun of me if you want but i am not even kidding...it's like looking at x-rays of someone you love in your family as the doctor brings them out, or something...it is that mangled...each EACH and every joint on every finger looks swollen and significantly disfigured, and it breaks my heart and makes me sick...
...and i'm not usually very squeamish...been thru a lot of stuff and alla that...it just seemed so mangled, it brought out every distress instict in me; almost parental, tho he's got more than ten years on me...i am amazed he plays so well, recent versions of angie (on acoustic nylon during live licks tour) and also on abb, show a beautiful dexterity he still can display...
...and i know for a fact he can wrangle all kinds of shit out of his ax if he's tuned in and focused and goes for it...he's still a dangerous tiger as far as i'm concerned...so i'm not writing him off...tho his playing some of these thousands of nights...has been 'on' and 'off' to be kind...
(interesting theory of withsssoul's, from another thread) that it would be like keith to perform an arrangement of sftd he didn't like in an abrasive almost resentful way...) very keithian indeed and hearing the theory made me smile, keith is an emotional man after all...hee heee
but also, just not being ON some nights...
this puts a different perspective on me...i've had a bad crush injury accident effecting my leg and left knee, and a bunch of breaks, each of which has nealed nicely, except i have to brace the knee sometimes, as the meniscetomy didn't work, there was nothing to sew back together, it was shredded and had to be vacuumed out and i get a little degenerative knocking about sometimes (tho i can still dance!!) anyway, i've had days, where old unseen crush injuries and internal arthritic pain has floored me dysfunctional without meds, which have their own side effects to deal with...
so i can't imagine what he must feel sometimes, if they inject cortizone right in there sometimes like they do football players...and as i had done a few times until the surgeon said continued doses would be cumulatively destructive to viable remaining tissues...but at certain points, i wanted out of pain, even if for only a few hours...and we went that route for a while...
i mean what to do if anything? i imagine they'd keep this private, and perhaps i should as well...
but it's heartbreaking to see...and he's quite the ultra-hero for pressing on, and when focused playing on with such fire and feeling and even delicacy...a rare treasure...
this is a nightmare to see my beautiful young lad all gnarled like this in the fingers...the bald don't bug me, the wrinkles don't bug me...the age and bits of kind mellowness don't bug me, quite the opposite...the muffified, ossified swollen hard, seemingly permanently disfigurements in in AT LEAST 8 essential joint in that one hand...my really sick making; sorry to wuss out on you...
i love the guy and love the guy more with time...
...but this freaks me out...sorry to be such a wuss about it...i'll probably erase this...a little embarassing to go on about it...probably tweaking my own insecurities and projecting...cause he seems happy and is working...
...but you know what i mean anyone?
caoture it and zoom it lifesize if you dare...the damage is stunning and he dosen't even look particularly inflamed that day!!!!!!
photo courtesty of HisMajesty...i lifted it from the thread that starts with the cool pirate pic. hope u don't mind...(and link he posted, with the original pic, is also re-posted here fyi)
any comments, stories, information, opinions guesses or impressions appreciated. ty. sorry for the longass rant.